Random thought(s)

Here's my thing


1, I should blog more and.........


2, I SO want to wave a huge foam finger around right now for some reason..... so here you go!!

Back and Back again

To Whom it may concern

WHY? Seriously why the **** are you doing this to me, have I done something to piss you off? Will you give me a break from the pain & talking time off or at least not so much during working hours!

Maybe I should build a time machine so I can go back in time to the day before 'it' happened and give that cretin a damn good kicking...... yes, YES time machine it is mwahahahaha (Should have had a white cat to stroke)

And yes I have taken my medication - which is why last night I was dreaming about being James Bond... the Geordie version of him, less suave & not as classy lol

This is going to be a long long day

Work

Well work called today wanting to book in a 'Home Visit' - even though I have only been off just on 2 weeks!

I'm off with problems linked to my back, loss of feeling in my leg etc - I bet you ANYTHING they will ask the 'age-old-pointless-question' "is there anything we can do to help/speed your recovery up"

I am shaking my head at the thought!

Well.....

......Insomnia kicked me in the balls again last night/this morning - went to bed at 1am and was awake from 4am!

No idea why, well I do know why - I have been feeling so unattached to things as of late, family, friends, life etc Hell even Football Manager bores me.  I also feel I am being set up to fail at work, we get so much shit to make sure we maintain our stats or we get warning which can lead to dismissals - I now have been told I have to complete pointless offline tasks which will basically mean if I have a poor day with calls I am fucked that week ergo on the 'process' to be fucked over!  Add stress to this and hey presto I feel even more of a failure in life and waste of space!  Maybe I should do every one a favor.....

On a separate note I think (well hope) the injections in my back have worn off - getting major stiffness and pain again in the morning, now having to set my alarm for 30-45 minutes earlier to get myself mobile.  The meds are not even touching the pain, I should tell the doc but I don't really want to go through another load of 'tests' to see if the meds are doing other things inside

There are times I really wish I didn't wake up in the morning.....

It's been a couple of months........

.....since my last blog update - Must remember to update this daily
Well nothing much has changed as of late, still groundhog day it's getting more and more obvious that there is a mentality of 'if your face fits' - this has been commented on even by those in power!
With any luck my numbers will come up on the lotto and I can dress like a Power Ranger...........

Who Said Romance Is Dead

My girlfriend said this to me the other day,

"Your the most annoying man I have ever come across and I hate you in a lovable irritating way grrrrrrrrr"

Just needed to share this :)

Mo Money Mo Problems??

Whoever said this want's SHOT...... oh wait he did (oops)

Anyhow, been a while since posting here and nothing much has really bugged me (apart from not getting paid - some silly cow decided to deduct a whole months wages off me - took my manager about 25 minutes to sort out)

Anyhow, to my point - why can't I win the lottery? Over the past 5 weeks we have had EVERY number drawn in the lottery draws but all on separate lines, maybe this is a sign to say I am going to finally line them all up and win the whole ruddy lot............ fingers crossed!

So I shall leave you with a quote from one of my favourite films.....

"Oh, dear Lord. You made many many poor people. I realize, of course, it's no shame to be poor... but it's no great honor either. So what would be so terrible... if I had a small fortune?"